Monday, May 17, 2010

failed.

I feel like I have failed tonight at the wife and mommy thing.
as a result of thousands of ants starting to fall through the light fixtures over the kitchen sink, I have had a short fuse.
I don't like it when this happens.
I feel all out of sorts.

not myself.

Bless my husband.
he got rid of the ants as best as possible.
he has taken over Julia's bath time...that was not going well.
she was just trying to have fun and splash.
I need to relax on my "clean" and "perfectionistic" side.
it's ok to make fun messes sometimes Jennalee.

Julia is going to another sitter (other then my mom) for two days a week.
That starts tomorrow.
I think I'm pretty nervous about it.

The pest control guy is coming Wednesday.
This week will get better.
God is totally and completely incontrol.

I'm just venting.
I feel better now.

2 comments:

Allen and Debby Graber said...

When we lived in Wichita and we had 1 toddler and a baby, we found hundreds of cockroaches in the kitchen!!! We lived in an apartment complex so when they would spray, they would just go to another apartment, only to have them return when their place was sprayed. I was never so glad to move into our home in Newton!

Katrina said...

I hope the venting helped! I have those days, as Im sure you know. Its so hard to let go and just laugh when you are the glue that holds everything together. We have to remember they are only little once!

I am sure Julia will do wonderful tomorrow, no worries!